so now this is happening

this happened: so now this is happening: wow. quite a week. 30's been rad so far. sidenote. competely unrelated. you can't tell but these are purple roses. i'm obsessed. i absolutely loathe red roses, could give a shit about any other color of rose, but purple roses are a newly acquired obsession of mine. i bought another dozen today to cheer myself up. and i bought a small bunch of lilacs too. purple flowers. go figure. ps. when i was a kid, i hated waking up so much, that my mom would open the window by my bed so the smell of the lilac bush under it would wake me up. true story. so i bought some lilacs hoping they would wake me up & put me in a better mood tomorrow than i was today. flower therapy. i may or may not be officially losing my mind. go figure. pps. i bought that book the secret today. i felt like a total dick asking for it. like um this oprah book, that's going to change my life? right. everyone swears i should read it to lose some of this debbie downer dweller steez i've been on as of late. i figure it can't hurt. besides i hate when everyone knows a secret but me.